freedom1stfighter

Everything she sees is blurred No smell, No taste Nothing she can hear She just feels the fear And the water in her nose and mouth That's why she doesn't smell or taste Not even breathe But not too late Over soon Remaining fear Damned - FOREVER

I wanna go home but I'm not welcome there. It's the reason why I'm broken inside. I don't wanna stay here and may not go back. Just tell me where do I belong? Yes ,I know I did the same mistakes again. But something is going wrong here. They say I've put to much at risk and they are right with that but I just can't understand why I'm so rejected by my loved ones. I know I must be strong now but it's impossible at this place. I try to hide my feelings from them. All dreams are destroyed here. I'm losing my mind, I fall deeper than I've ever fallen before. I can't find my place, can't believe in myself anymore. Please have mercy, I'm completely

Up to a place that's like a prison to her I wanna tell a few things I not just aver She saw masks and facades crumbling Just like a zombie she was tumbling Yes she was so drugged by medications Why was she there at this damn station Now she knows it was not just to destroy her and to break her heart She found better reasons which won't tear her apart One of them is to get a lesson for life So to know in some situations how to survive A situation like this one when everybody's gone Then it counts to see the real face through all the haze And to show yours only when everybody around is allowed it to see She will never forgive herself About the

HELP How can I enter a photo here? I already have it on my computer but it's not uploaded, maybe I did it wrong.

Come in: Sacrifice Memories stay of every single day; But without me, 'cause now I'm free. Remembering the victims of today's holocaust. It's a secret genocide and it's invisible. Fallen angels, I'll pray for you. My soul has been destroyed in an Indoctrination Center. Preferred games inside there are for example "Mental Chess" or "Brain Poker" (a coin corresponds a piece of a soul). People who work there better like to play "Super Abuser" than "Super Mario". Break free and run! We freedom fighters have to carry on. You won't push us into committing suicide. You Nazis should burn in hell just like my soul is captured now forever! I'm a

Come in: Sacrifice Memories stay of every single day; But without me, 'cause now I'm free. Remembering the victims of today's holocaust, it's a secret genocide and it's invisible. Fallen Angels, I'll pray for you... My soul has been destroyed in an Indoctrination Center. Preferred games inside there are for example "Mental Chess" or "Brain Poker" (a coin corresponds a piece of a soul). The ones who work there better like to play "Super Abuser" than "Super Mario". Break free and run! We freedom fighters have to carry on. You won't push us into committing suicide. You Nazis should burn in hell forever just like my soul is catched now for

This world The earth rotates, this world is impermanent. In this world I watch trusted people die and I wiched I could die with them. I don't know where I belong, is it even this world? There is too much grief, too much misfortune, too much pain, too much soorow in this world. I'm searching for freedom in this world but I can't find it. I can't live anymore in this world. My demons are chasing me through this world. There is no safe place in this world. I can't trust people in this world. This world  is torturing me every day. This world doesn't listen to what I say. When does it finally go under, this world? Look how many victims you can